Many of you don't know the story behind how Coco became a part of our family. Cory & I are both dog lovers; he prefers big dogs & I prefer small dogs. I gave Cory our lab, Natty as a birthday present in 2007 and he promised that after we got married I could get a small dog of my own. He had one stipulation - no chihuahuas.
So one week after we returned from our honeymoon I went online to the Kansas Humane Society's website to browse puppies. There were several little & medium size dogs...and then there was Coco. I fell in love. : )
So I called to confirm that she was still there & made an appointment to go see her the very next day.
We walked up to the front desk & I told the receptionist that I was there to see Coco, thinking that they would just take us back to the room to meet her & Cory would overlook that she was, in fact, a chihuahua because he would fall in love with her too. Instead the receptionist said, "Oh Coco, the chihuahua?" Hahaha - the look on Cory's face. But I was right about one thing, after we met her, he fell in love too.
And so, Miss Coco has been in our hearts ever since August 2010.
Here we are the day we brought her home. Instantly, I was her mama.
We went on walks.
We went fishing.
We went on roadtrips.
We both loved shopping for new clothes. Here - a scarf for me & a coat (her first!) for Coco.
Coco loved to cuddle in bed.
She loved to cuddle on the couch.
She loved to lay in the sun.
Today was a hard day. I didn't want to be at work, but it actually helped to have my mind focus on something new.
It just seems surreal. You watch friends & family lose pets & empathize, but you really don't fully understand the pain, until it happens to you. The worst part was coming home because Coco normally greets me at the door, so happy to see me. I can't believe that I'll never see her or get ot cuddle with her again.
I know it will get better, and I know that there are much worse things happening in the world. Today will be the hardest day, but one day we will think back about Coco with nothing but smiles. I have to say, out of this experience I am blown away by the compassion that so many of my family, friends & coworkers have showed us. I am so thankful.
Flowers that my friend, Kate brought me this afternoon, along with Starbucks.
Some of my favorite pictures of my sweet baby girl:
Sleeping with her dad & sister, while Mom went to work.
Her British look.
Thank you so much for your support of us on this short, tough & unexpected journey of losing Coco. Thank you for keeping us in your thoughts & prayers. I am reassured that my baby is no longer in pain & I hope to see her again one day in Heaven. : )